For some reason, it was instilled in me that saying "I'm sorry" is bad. I rarely say it. The few occasions I do are instances in which I accidentally bump someone and instinctually say, "oh sorry," or when I actually really mean it.
This makes it difficult for me to repair fights. Countless times I have been in a fight with a friend and been so stubborn as to not be the first to apologize that I deleted her number from my phone so to not be tempted in a momentary lapse of judgement.
I even prefer to be sad or upset for an extended period of time instead of saying sorry. But then again, I used to have the habit of putting my feelings on the table and the mindset of "never bottle anything up," and that quickly landed me in heaps of troubling situations.
This update was not particularly interesting. Maybe I am a bad blogger. Maybe I have far too much time on my hands. Here is a picture.
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