Color of the Winds

This idea is stolen from a friend also named Tyler. Y’all should follow him because his pictorial stories are awesome. http://tylerawilson.tumblr.com/

Rather than going to Kroger’s or Walmart, my mother always shops at Remke’s. It is family owned and operated (although they recently bought out Bigg’s?) and therefore, prices are usually a dollar higher than usual. When buying for a family of four, it wasn’t unusual for Mom to spend $250 every two weeks when we went grocery shopping. 

Sometimes I would entertain myself during this hour-long hunt for groceries by making a “throne” out of canned goods in the cart and then sit on it. Or I would try all the free samples multiple times. Or I would steal the meat slaughter queue numbers and hide in an aisle and laugh while the butcher would call “49….49… NUMBER 49……50…50… NUMBER 50….” and this would go on for awhile as I would steal ten numbers at once.

However, my absolute favorite thing to do would be playing with the vegetable sprinklers. I would see how wet I could get my hair every thirty minutes when it started “storming.”

Still to this day, if I am browsing a grocery market and hear the tell-tale “krshshhhh” simulated thunderstorm noises, I try to make my way over to the produce aisle as quickly as possible so I can stick my hand under the mist. 

However, one day while I was terrorizing the store, I lost track of my beloved mother! I searched in the frozen food aisles, the butchery, the bakery section - she was no where to be found. 

I finally gathered the courage to approach the front desk that also doubled as the lottery ticked dispensary. 

Most people who worked at Remkes were either elderly women with various hairs growing from necks and fingers, or high school aged kids who hadn’t grown out of the “I don’t give a fuck!” stage. 

The woman actually made an announcement, "Would the parent of...Pocahontas Reeves... please come to the front desk?" My mom knew right away it was me due to my recent obsession with Pocahontas. She claimed me and later told the story to my grandma who said, "Oh dear, do you think people recognized him?! I'm going to have to explain this to my church group. What are they going to think?"

Every summer, my manager calls me "Poke" and, on moodier days, Sophia Loren.

A lighthearted blog about my stalker.

I have another blog. It is secret and just for my family to read. I generally use it to keep them updated about school and my plans for the future and the occasional vent.

A week ago, I posted about how rude people on my floor were. I was kept up until 3am because they were blasting Friends for hours. That shit had to be pretty loud to go through our main door and into my room. Also, they have a door slamming problem. I'm not sure if you know this, but a door slam sounds a lot like a gun shot. Imagine that at 5am in the middle of your slumber.

Someone from school found this and wrote nasty comments to each entry. This particular one was, "No one lives just to satisfy you. Get over yourself."

I looked on my tracker and this person had spent FIVE HOURS reading all of my past posts. And if that isn't creepy enough, this girl approached me when I was checking my mail at 2am last night and started asking creepy questions like, "Do you ever go out?" and when I gave her a confused look, she said, "Oh, I'm not checking my mail, I'm just investigating."

Investigating what? Me?

So I put my blog on lockdown and everyone who viewed it had to have an account. This person went out of his/her way to make an account "Mrspock101" and view even OLDER entries from two years ago for two hours.

I guess you aren't popular until you have a stalker. I'm flattered someone cares this much about me.

I am a bad restauranteur.

Really, I am. It is unfathomable that anyone can be "bad" at going to a restaurant, but I accomplish it. I am very polite and friendly to the waitstaff, but the problem comes when I sit down and eat.

I have acquired many of my father's eating habits. He always eats one thing at a time. All the peas, then all the steak, then all the salad. No flip flopping back and forth. Also, he insists on sitting with his back to the wall, as opposed to the door or the rest of the restaurant. He claims this is because, "if a shooter comes in, I want to see him! I don't want him to shoot me in the back!" I do it so if the conversation is boring, I can people watch.

However, this is more than a simple preference. If I don't get the booth side of a table or if I have to face a wall, my mind will go bezerk. If I am comfortable enough with the person, I will demand to sit where I want, but if not, by the end of the meal my brain is fried from staring at the same piece of artwork or the scrape in the wallpaper.

Also, I suck at ordering. I can usually decide what I want quickly, but it isn't without a brief moment of mental chaos. The root of the problem is that I forget what I dislike.

Example, tonight I ordered the Cajun Fettucini. I know what fettucini is - it is pasta. But for some reason, due to the vague description (cajun sauce, foreign word, foreign word, chicken breast, tomatoes) I thought it would be chicken breast topped with some sort of sauce and veggies. Maybe they were using fettucini as a flavoring in this dish? I was between that, Spicy Curry Udon, and Fish & Chips (I once had old style fish and chips in England. It was wrapped in a newspaper and very delicious. We ate it at the hostel watching Not Another Teen Movie.)

Whenever I am between items, I close my eyes and imagine each displayed in front of me. I imagine each, the scent, the taste - and then choose depending on which seems the most appetizing and makes my mouth water. This time it was the mysterious chicken breast.

Bad idea. Of course, it was pasta (not good when I am trying to cut carbs) with sliced chicken breast on top. The foreign words were some spicy ham meat and a hybrid of olives/grapes. Not appetizing. I also temporarily forgot that "cajun" = spicy. I dislike spicy. Guh.

I need to learn to stick to my favorites. Whenever I try to be "adventurous" it turns out poorly.

Oink oink.

I am so ridiculously, unfathomably pigheaded.

For some reason, it was instilled in me that saying "I'm sorry" is bad. I rarely say it. The few occasions I do are instances in which I accidentally bump someone and instinctually say, "oh sorry," or when I actually really mean it.

This makes it difficult for me to repair fights. Countless times I have been in a fight with a friend and been so stubborn as to not be the first to apologize that I deleted her number from my phone so to not be tempted in a momentary lapse of judgement.

I even prefer to be sad or upset for an extended period of time instead of saying sorry. But then again, I used to have the habit of putting my feelings on the table and the mindset of "never bottle anything up," and that quickly landed me in heaps of troubling situations.

This update was not particularly interesting. Maybe I am a bad blogger. Maybe I have far too much time on my hands. Here is a picture.

My bookmarks.

Blogger - This is my most recent bookmarked page. I don't update too frequently, but I do like to check the stats. I wish that the "views by country" would include a "views by state" section, as well. Also, who the hell is from Germany who keeps reading my blog?

Twitter - Pretty self explanatory. I would like more interesting people to follow, but it seems that everyone either updates rarely or every 5 minutes. Neither is appealing.

Rawronia - This is my country. http://www.nationstates.net/nation=rawronia . It happens to be dinosaur themed because my friends and I created it back in high school when we celebrated National Rawr Day. If you aren't familiar with Nation States/Jennifer Government, you can make your own nation and be prompted with "Issues" every day to decide on a course of action. The different courses determine what category your nation is in. It is very fun and quite interesting.

Foodgawker - Because I am a fatass who likes food. This sites gives so many different recipes with pictures and links to food blogs. I check it at least once a day and save individual recipes I want to try.

Xanga - My sister has a blog on xanga that I read to keep up with her college life.

Facebook - Pretty sure everyone has this bookmarked.

Blackboard - Gotta check that 4.0 every so often.

Tinypic - Place for uploading photos to show to other people. Only form of acceptable photo sharing on my forum.

BJ Fanfic - To be honest, I haven't looked on there in ages. It has some nice queer as folk fanfiction, though.

Starbucks card - When I was striving for my gold card, I would check here often to see how many stars I still needed. I have since gotten my gold card which I proudly use whenever possible. I cannot wait until it is 2023 and I am still using my card that says "Tyler Reeves. Member since 2009"

Youtube and Wikipedia - I think these came preloaded. I also check lamebook, regretsy, my forum, dlist, and guyswithiphones regularly, but those are a bit too embarrassing to have in my bookmarks section.

Fuck you, environmental conscience.

I decided to go on an expedition, sans car. I have a 2005 Hyundai Santa Fe. I kind of dislike it, mainly because my father always told me, "You can choose what kind of car you want when you are 16." I wanted a Ford Escape, Nissan Xterra, or a Saturn Vue. However, my dad decided to contact his friend from college who owns a car dealership. The only SUV his friend had was this Santa Fe. I had no choice in the matter. I was getting handed a car - I appreciated that, but what infuriated me was that Dad's friend lied to us and said that Vues were unreliable cars. The kicker? Every 3 months something goes wrong with my car and I have to have it repaired. Even Dad admits he made a bad decision. But I digress.

This is the only photo I have of my car. It was a few years ago. I don't even remember why I took it? But meet my friend...

Also, my dash is decorated. The visor thing above my head also has a scratch off fish that I colored and a Johnny Cupcakes business card. It has a lot of personality.

ANYWAY. I decided to go on a geocaching mission. If you do not know what that is, it is basically a treasure hunt. You get coordinates of a treasure or "cache" near you from their website and then your mission is to go find it, keep the goods, but replace the items you took with others!

I failed. 

I spent a good 10 minutes standing in front of a pine tree moving the snow and leaves around looking for a box. I even looked in the branches. Nothing. It was very saddening but also dramatic as the place was right next to a pathway for runners, so I would have to fake call someone as to give me a reason for being there. 

I continued on my mission to the grocery store. This was very, very successful. I saved $6 with my rewards card, which is disheartening because I spent $70. Usually when I pay $40 I save at least $10! I always forget that weekends are the most popular grocery store days. I like taking my leisurely time browsing the aisles. This is not peaceful when children are screaming. 

Somehow, I managed to fit my 21 items inside of my reuseable HUGE ASS bag. I swear it is the size of three normal bags in one. I was positive that the straps were going to rip. Also, I could not take my usual route back to my place because the north facing doors are broken, so we HAVE to use the south doors which are a good 1/4 of a mile away. 

As I was heaving this bag down the street like a pack mule, I come across this...

How the FUCK am I supposed to pass that? I was too perplexed to problem solve, so I took a picture. Luckily I was wearing my combat boots to combat the problem. I relentlessly stomped through the water and found out that combat boots are not waterproof. 

Somehow, I returned to my room and laid everything out for a photo op.

Do you like our rug? Emile brought it from some South American country. I am most excited for the ice cube tray and the chocolate orange. 

I also almost had a breakdown because I thought they didn't have Sabra hummus. It wasn't in the hummus section! But it was there two weeks ago. Luckily I found it on this other display area. God smiled upon me today.

Here is a window display of an owl. I really like it.

A pictorial list of food I would fuck G.W.Bush to eat right now.

Do you know what hunger pains are caused by? Neither do I. I had planned to Google and find out the answer, but for once, the internet was of no use. Hunger is controlled by the hypothalamus but I was far more interested in some sort of negative feedback mechanism and/or chemicals involved.

But alas, I cannot deliver that sought-after information to my readers.

I can say that I am fucking hungry and pistachios, cheezits, and naan bread will not satisfy that hunger. The closest store is literally a one minute walk to the lobby. But I am in my pajamas and the vain part of me hates going into public wearing owl pants and a bleach-tye-dyed shirt with a design I made in 12th grade multimedia class.

Here are a few of my favorite meals and snacks.

Skyline 4 way with onions.

My favorite kind of pizza is mushroom, pineapple, and black olive.

Chess pie!

Goetta!

Peanut butter, fluff, and banana sandwich.

Peas and mashed potatoes. Can substitute corn for peas.

If you haven't had a frosty and fries, you haven't lived.

Chicken Shwarma! 

Thank you, blogspot, for making me hungry enough to go buy food. I am thinking about getting tuna to go with my naan bread, but that is still in speculation.

A drunken stumble through my pictures folder.

I have a lot of theories.

Put your tongue against the roof of your mouth. Feel that large protruding bump near the back center? Now feel in the valley on either side. If you are slightly thirsty, you should feel ridges. Like the underside of a mushroom.

Or the gills of a fish. I believe those wigglynilly ridges are actually vestigial fish gills that will one day prove evolution. I've tried explaining this to both my AP Biology teacher and my bio professor. They both laughed in my face. At least we were at Chipotle so I could hide my embarrassment in my burrito, but I refuse to give up.

I also have a theory that most Mormons (usually those who have not converted) share ridiculously similar genetic features. However, late at night when I am imagining their perfectly soft, prayer preaching lips wrapped around my dick - I don't particularly care about their genetic composition.

Here are a few treats from my "Hawt Morms" folder.

I was generous to my Mormon friend who would acquire these pictures through various means and then email them to me.

While we are on the topic, my parents have a pretty damn big fridge/freezer. It stores far too much food for only four people (now two - since college has intervened for my sister). My mother likes to freeze bananas and apricots for unknown uses. The freezer door is the designated area for these experiments. Sometimes there are even fishies.

It is interesting to see the foot within the fridge in 2005 when the following picture was taken in comparison to what was in it during winter break. I will compile a list.

Then:
Lemon-lime Gatorade. I was obsessed with that nasty shit.
Market Day food. My mom insisted on buying this "school food."
Alcohol. Apparently my parents had friends back then.
Party alcohol mix. ?